face to face

i hate that time....that time, right before you decide to deal with something enormous. it makes you feel sick and weak, doubtful and hesitant....usually i cave. i hate dealing with problems...conflicts...caused by my own negligence...it sucks. why would i think that i was immune to consequence? my first response is to say "because im sick" but jacob is needing help with math so i am going to suspend this deep conversation with my inner self and be off to help the young lad. see ya.