pour racing fuel on me and light the match!!

there are many things that really piss me off...one example is slash's new cd...its really good and as i sit and listen to it and really get lost in the sound of the amps, the touch he has on the strings, the chord progressions and raw emotion of the playing, the anger starts to grow...i can feel the rage build and it gets me to the point of tears. tears for a path that i really enjoyed in my life (even though my entire guitar playing career was plagued by MS) playing with volume and string gauge... the power trip you would get by using drop D tuning...the chug of the e/d string when muted by your palm...the thousands of fans cheering as you tear a wicked solo from the air (or a hundred in my case). my past...better left there in most cases but without it i am not steve and with it i am tortured...a rock and a hard place? how about repeatedly beaten by a rock till i dont want to breathe any more.

now i want to address someone...a friend of mine in the fight against this thing called MS recently had "the liberation treatment" done on her vanes in poland. i have been waiting patiently for her review of the results and how she has progressed over the last week and a bit...i want to shake this damned sickness outta my life and body...more than most things in my life but i need some info first before i commit financial suicide...so if you are the person i am talking about (here is a hint...GINGER), drop me a brief note would ya? im dying here!!!

i havent really been out in the last week to give you pictures and stuff...i was out on monday for a picnic but my camera battery was left mysteriously dead...(not really a mystery...some nob left it plugged into the computer and didnt shut the power off..(that nob was me :D) and i didnt notice till we got to the lake. before that we went to port perry and i forgot so i didnt write you anything...not like it was that interesting for writing but i took pics regardless and maybe i will post some of them up for you...or not...but you never know what might drop outta my head at any given time so keep an eye out...but i will probably send out a few group messages letting you know...by the way if you get sick of my mails let me know and i will send you double the notices...so i put one in for you...below is a panorama of the scugog beach front (did you know that dirt bag is one word...dirtbag...i checked the spelling of scugog and dirtbag was the first suggestion...now it says dirtbag is spelled wrong and that it should be either dirt-bag or dirt bag both of which have no red line under them...strange?)

i am wrapping this up for now...nascar, moto gp and wsbk are all on this weekend so i can at least pretend to smell the C12...forget the rubber pucks and ice...if it doesnt go 180mph your just playing with kids!!

§TëVë™

FUNKY COLD MEDINA, YOU KNOW THIS....MAN!!! 


its the grain of sand that causes the most agony...